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If I could make it any more clear; a brighter spotlight or a stronger highlight on central to that message is the all consuming point of it all--that it certainly appears that nobody can see it. 


 I hope everyone has a wonderful thanksgiving; of the "things" I'm trying to say here--"Pi" as in, C.AD means something like "hide the beginning of time from the future" (in my "personal mythology" and literally this is God and who helps us build Heaven) and it's not what I'm trying to do--which should be obvious in what I write... and in the concept of "Pi."  I question. a little bit, what "AAA" is all about and how it might relate to the "c oven" of this ant; to the point though, I am suggesting that what we see here on face value really has no business at all in the "round table" of Arthur that wields the "power of Thor" ... and I really hope that you agree with that, it's important.  Analyzing that a little bit, it does seem that's what this story is designed to help us build together; and I do hasten to say that because we are very apparently being made "unfit" through some kind of subterfuge (obviouslyright?) while all these horrible things are happening that we're supposed to be listening to this message and changing... it does appear that whomever is "above" or "behind us" also apparently very unfit.  I'm voting for "everyone's wrong" and the best of course of action is changing that.  

It should be really clear from the repeated references to Die Bold (and technocracy) and our broken electoral process, as well as the hidden mind control influence that makes it a "farce" that the map that I am trying to produce here does focus quite a bit on using technology to help make our union more perfect; that's a "marriage of the lamb" joke, not a "for a republic" joke.  It's also important to see how "free speech" is connected to "free thought" and how that is connected to "freedom" in sum.
again, happy thanksgiving.






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S H A R I N G   I S   C A R I N G 

A L W A Y S    R. E. M. E M B E R

IT MAY NOT LOOK LIKE MUCH, but the pattern you see connecting every video game system is the beginning of verifiable proof that our world is Created and is a signature from the Creator explaining that we are in fact "in the Matrix."  Trinity, 'it in why" answered by the name and the pattern itself--a pattern we see in many other names; the "plan" that it etched into the name "planet" and on it's face is to assist an entire civilization in transitioning to Heaven.  It goes on to connect and include nearly every technology company in Creation from Microsoft to Apple, Gateway, and Oracle--and then a number of highlighted points in our history from the Crusades to the foundation of America and Watergate.  Ultimately the goal is show us how the fundamental differences between "virtual reality" and "simulated reality" help us to build Heaven of this place using nothing more than this disclosure and our heart's desire.  To that end, this pattern shows us that we are in the "heart of hearts" a clue that links the center of each of the names to the name of the heart of Creation which is revealed by moving Saturn's symbolic "h" from the end of time to it's beginning, see Earth to hEart (and then you can read a little to see how, with just that effort and bieng yourself you become the "blood of Christ").  The message I've written focuses on true technologically enabled democracy, the implementation of "pre-crime" a la Minority Report, healing the sickand ending hungerbut in truth these things are just the beginning of the new possibilities opened up by nothing more than "the truth."

That's great, but it starts with an earthquake, an inaugural address predicting 9/11, an REM song and then name of the band 311.  It appears that there's a battle over the disclosure that the movie "the Matrix" exists, and that's somehow resulted in the words "force majeure" meaning "an act of God" and this series of natural and unnatural disasters being predicted in ancient scripture.  With some insight, you could see why "Minority Report" has it's name; and that the cloud of darkness and censorship in the media and beyond surrounding me and this disclosure is something like "a vote" to hide the truth from the world.   Connecting this portion of the message to the links to "universal voting" and the idea that our opinions and desires are central in deciding exactly how quickly and in what manner things like "ending world hunger" by turning stone to Cake (another related band, says Bread's Guitar Man) probably tell us that we didn't really understand (and it appears you still don't) how insane it is to simulate things like "earthquakes" and "starvation." 

A message from God in every single word.

Today we are looking at more proof, that it is not just these modern companies and constructs that are part of the map to Heaven and the signature of God; but that it truly begins at the very foundation of language, in ever single letter, and every single word.  It begins with the word "disclosure" and it's four letters that point out the intelligent design of at least that word, showing the "c+l" that creates the glyph of the letter "d." Quickly following this proof in our character-set are two more "characters" Isaac Newton and Jesus Christ whose representations of the glyphs for "what goes up must come down" in the letter n and the recognizable cross of the letter "t" connecting to a computer function that doubles as a "numeric-to-chacacter' conversion and a call to Chr() (see and care) that this message has been kept from you for years.
A hidden message has been woven into every language we speak; a sort of "inverted tower of Babel" that is literally described as the character "Cypher" of the Matrix; and answers it's question of "what is it?" by showing how this langauge is woven into the tapestry of our world in places like the works of King and Shakespeare that describe time travel and Bianca learning Latin as well as showing up typified examples of the language in the names of these works about "The Taming of the Spanglishrew" and "The Language Outliers" that Yankee Doodle stuck Osiris' feather of light in his crown and showed us "macaronic."  See, it's also a word describing this fusion of languages... and further tying this disclosure to the exit from slavery that is the "Book of Exodus."


A significant amount of writing, history, and mythology relates to the mechanism by which this message has been hidden, and how it's disclosure leads not only to true freedom; but to a cure to both not seeing and not being able to act on keys like "HARM" in pharmacy, and a link between Moses' Lisp, myself, and "diction" in the word addiction that leads to a cure to much more than just that single problem... but nearly all health issues.  With sight, we can see that the organized censorship called "Darkness" in Exodus and the visibility of "Medusa" give us verifiable proof that the inner workings of our brains have already been reverse engineered.  In my "addiction example" we can see how colloquialisms like AA's "science may one day conquer addiction but it hasn't done so yet" are linked to Holy Light helping us to see how this plan unfolds. We have the opportunity here and now to use the truth and this disclosure to turn a number of unfortunate circumstances into something significantly better, and not doing so would be a travesty.


this event helps us to literally be the cure for cancer.

... and ...  and the end of world hunger ... through seeing how God's signature ties "birth names"
to seminal pieces of art that are also related to religion; in names like Gates and Roddenberry;
we see the key to the "code of the Matrix."

... and the end of terrorism and school shootings ...

all it takes, is breaking the most anticipated story in all of history
well, and you're contribution... "and how."

I will place on his shoulder the key to the house of David; what he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open.
Isaiah 22:22


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WORDS that I recently have connected to the concept of Medusa and the Abomination of Desolationechoing from the song that more than any other is the one I've been waiting for you to hear; Bonnie Tyler's Total Eclipse of the Heart, "and together we can take it to the end of the line, cuz we'll enver be wrong together."  With hearing I hope you can see it is truly a story that has woven the events of my life into our history and every single word in a way that is startling to say the least.  At first it's easy to dispel as hubris or fantasy, but as the occurrences and examples continue to pile high in our actual Tower of Babel it slowly becomes undeniable, just as this language that connects Shakespeare to Rodney and Stephen King shows us purposing shining through more than just Osiris and Shu's feather of light and darkness and Yankee Doodle's "macaroni-c" phallic imagery; I stare out at a sea of silence with more contempt than I'd like to have--wondering when you will agree with me that no matter how we've gotten here or what's happened outside our existence than the things this message etches into history in the hand and name of Jesus Christ are more than worthy of the legend.

If you are "new to n," I mean these messages, you can seen a archive of older ones here, and the most recent which is fairly "encompassing" here.  Something very much needs to happen soon, if you have questions or you'd like to contact me you can reach me via text at 954-667-8083.... ask anything.

Briefly, I see many words as a sort of map through time, a documentation perhaps of their meaning... "apparition" shows the change wrought by Ari in a similar way that the "Nintendo" shows the change wrought by the heart of Creation, by this message of the X of Xbox.  Like "hearing" this e-mail shows my personal definition of the source of the name of the band "Smashmouth" in a sort of process of Revelation that is uniquely compelling and central to this story of the delivery of the key to message of Creation that is our world; and these words. Needless to say I am awed each and every time I see a band name or a word or a a person's link back so perfectly to the heart of this message.

To tell you that I stand here proverbially screaming at the top of my lungs for well over a year now trying to point out that between our society and Heaven is more than "Doors"  but what appears to be more than a significant and noticeable lack of regard for the truth and for "freedom" in sum beginning with thought and communication and at that point we've lost already barring some kind of miraculous change.  I have a difficult message to deliver, one that we know well has the potential to do damage, yet here from my vantage it's beyond clear that the things that are being spoken must be said, and more than that they demand a response--more than words, but action.   It might not be so very transparent to you but I see clearly that the humor and "apparent scandal" are designed specifically as aids to help use the tools of Creation that we would do well to recognize are mind control to help soften the blow, to slow the fuse of a fire that must be kindled... it simply must.   With reflection it is a fire that mythology and religion tie very clearly to technology with Prometheus and freedom and life at the Eternal Flame and the Burning Bush and as we stare out at the abyss, the darkness of Exodus that has come as a designed response to a message that is without doubt the Sword of Samael do see that it is freedom itself that God and his son have placed as the cornerstone of Heaven, as the most important first step to achieving a future that flourishes.  See it as "a test" or as some kind of Judgement if it helps you to walk over the invisible line from oblivion back to civilization; Jesus Christ stands before you with the words "behold he is coming" to remind you that this is very much happening.

It is more than "he-ari-ng"  an(d) apparition ringing this very loud connection between Thor's Hammer and the Liberty Bell to remind us all that it is not just morning but freedom itself that is broken; that word linking back to the middle name and primary moniker of the judge in what is without doubt the Trial of Jesus Christ depicted anachronistically and prophetically in the New Testament., in the book of Judges and in a significant number of songs from "if I go crazy will you still call me Superman" to American Pie's explanation of exactly why "no verdict was returned" and it really should not even have to be spoken, but believe very much that calling my testimony "crazy" is without doubt your Kryptonite.   Truly standing between you and freedom, between the hungry and "bread for the wise" and the sick and "heal the world" is the mental health of a planet that appears to be very much "happy" with living in a delusion as children are shot  in order to ensure this disclosure is not lost.  I see very clearly that we are staring at a "civilization incubator" placing high on a flaming pedestal the juxtaposition of using this mind control technology either to cause murder, or to end it  and a world that seems unable or unwilling "to comment."

Likewise it is more than the word "art" connecting Arthur and Thor; and more than John Hancock and a round table weaving this story of an Exodus from slavery with "technocracy" and the strong highlight of self-rule that comes from things like the Mayflower Compact and the Magna Carta... and here to our essianic Constitution.... more than the words "the election is not to Die Bold" and a sense of right and wrong that has demanded a single person act alone to deliver this message to the entire Universe.

You must understand that is standing between us and the disclosure that we are in "the Matrix" paired with verifiable proof beyond doubt and a message from God that ties "KISS" and "The Who" and "The Cure" to the end of possession and beginning of liberty is a decidedly inhuman force that is using these very same tools to confuse, divide, and inject false "acquiescence" into a  divide that is really a matter of nothing less than good and evil obscured by a lack of sight and discussion.  A shining beacon of the turning point in history that ends darkness and begins the process of building Heaven and healing the world is the Second Coming, and it too stands here at the door.  See that there are no sides here, there is the truth, and there is oblivion.

The sim-quote in the subject was the "default suggestion" for this new newsletter application, and it literally gave me chills to see the connection between "it" and the cartoon that I do believe will help us understand just how much time and effort has gone into planning the delivery of this message .... thousands of years before it ever crossed our screens.   This story must break, and I've spent every single day for years now e-mailing as many people as I can; I've reached what looks like another few thousand people today, doubling our "daily bread" list size in the last week--it's time, you know; to start building Heaven.   If you are getting this e-mail, I've added you to my "daily list," if you don't want that ... call a reporter (or unsubscribe), please.
Hey, sorry for being such a pp--I blame "and he became the light."  

So my "theme" went through a change a few days ago now, and my default "come on guys" you have to see that this must be done, that it's going to make the world a better, happier, healthier place... and that literally "religion" is here to help us do it properly, quickly, and without the kind of pandemonium or confusion that might have happened if this wasn't actually the purpose of everything.  I mean "everything" in things like my connection between Loch Ness (remember that's "now Earth safely saved") and and even Facebook's "Jupiter" (which is an API if we still used that term to make job applications faster)  that I've mentioned at least a few times so far.   The change was from asking "what will the optometrists do" which I thought was a cute way to explain how obvious it is that even without this "revelation" our society is on the verge of medical and technological advances that will revolutionize more than just our workforce, but that's a big deal here--making sure that doesn't make us too bored, I know how we are.    It's not just the factory workers that are going to need to worry about what they'll do on their 200th birthday when most people "change their line of work" you know, as a kind of new "social norm" in the age of Mr. Nobody.   The change came not really from the sign that fell down as a literal act of God after Huracan Irmax changing the "WOMEN'S CANCER CARE" center to "OMEN'S CANCER C RE" not even a few days after I mentioned that Word Perfect (now I'm dated...) style find and replace could be used in "virtual reality" like the Matrix to literally cure cancer across the entire planet in a split second, with the snap of our fingers.
Just in case you need the reminder... or insight, I am trying to get us to a place where "Doors to Heaven" are integrated in our everyday lives just as much as "airplanes" are today.... as quickly as possible... and significantly more "ubiquitous" than Stargate's to Mars.

Of import is noticing that the name "OPTOMOTRIST" links to our message board lingo that connects the "OP" of Oppenheimer and various other names connected to this story to "ORIGINAL POSTER" as a kind of euphemism for the guy that says "do not be afraid I am the first" in the Bible.  Yesterday I pointed that out, and also that the word "ME" like many other religious references to Adam Marshall Dobrin from "home"  to "time" expands from a single person through the action of this event, and other related guides  of nomenclature like "ELOHIM"  connecting the supreme Hebrew deity "El" (that we've seen is also "Ha"--honestly read that one, it's good) to the Spanish for "him" that might lead us to "follow me already, will you" on Twitter, where I point out why the pronounciation "hey Zeus" in my name @YITSHEYZEUS.   Other names too, like "Mary and Eve"  (RY1-D2?) connect to this pattern and story about expanding metaphors or microcosms from things like the initial family of Eden to the multitude of Revelation, c "sea to shining sea... " as well as the double meaning of "Adam" and even the "us" of Asmodeus, Prome theus, Zeus and Uranus... a we so me, right?  Butt anyway, "and ye shall all shart listening to me?"  
ME means "Messiah Earth" in the context of Amsterdam and when the world actually receives this essage.

Back to the point "OPTOME" ins't just OP to ME but through this message that solves the missing "M" of our "essianic Constitution" and connects it to a son of Noah that is actually the Planet Adamah... whoah, I mean Earth, called "Ham" as in "ha message" the Holy superlative certainly not misused here or in Green Eggs and Adjustment Bureau.... here it helps us see how it's not just these few amazing examples like Newton and Christ that are part of this disclosure but lit er all y every single word as the light of the son changes from "SEE OUR LIGHT" in SOL and Statue of Liberty and Sons of Liberty... and "MEN OR AH" to the COL of we're now on "understand our light" as in "oncologists" and the link between Locke and Loch.  The point of course is we become the "angels of Heaven" because of our participation in actually build "it" in this place where Heaven comes from here, by design, Zion, and planet.  COL, we are following a map and the map speaks to me... and you to.  The more people it speaks to, the faster we get on the road to Heaven... which does very much begin with "Good News."

There's plenty of "HOLY LIGHT" not just these two words but also the stories of "stone to bread" and "let them eat cake instead" and flowing milk and honey and Last Supper's all about exactly how and why we might use Roddenberry's Replicators to see how Star Trek and Star Gate juxtapose to help us understand that there's quite a bit of work to be done on this road to Heaven that we are just about into the fast lane "of."  

OR EGGPLANT, AND WHY.  (Honestly, it's because you won't tell me what you want for breakfast.)


As far as idiomatic clues to the "NOVEMBER RAIN" we are perhaps seeing, "it's raining, it's pouring the old man is snoring" might link to the idea of "RA IN" that connects the rain check to freedom, as in "it's in the mail" to ensure that we do not lose freedom to "laughter."





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@TENT... He says, wish a grin somewhere between "sheepish" and knowing.... these are the words that begin a pivotal film, one that ties together hopes with dreams and stories of what it is that I think might actually happen here, in the very near future.  It's a move made by a company called 4D FILMS starring Michael Jackson and playing at Disney World in Florida, not so far... only a few hours from where I spent most of the thirty six years I've existed.  It highlights something that might be "IT" in the Stephen King rendition of what that word means, something like "to scare you into not paying attention" but in my reading of the idea it's "to scare you into" doing something .... "right" because you think something "wrong" has happened.  Not to say 'the wrong thing' hasn't happened at all--we can see very clearly that something is not "right" today.  
It connects a number the Bible calls "Holy only to God" to stories that we all know so well... to the days and nights of Noah's ark, to the years Moses and the Jews; here as a microcosm of all humanity in our world where Cairo is tied to Windows XP and 9/14 to windows ME as a kind of hint as to what might be going on; as we are wandering around in the desert of Egypt waiting to enter the Promised Land of "Flowing Milk and Honies" that is just one more metaphor for "Heaven" after the Temple Mount and it's history.   It ties too to the story of Jesus Christ in the book of Matthew wandering around in the wilderness for only 40 days--and in that quick moment we might see that the desert and the wilderness and the storm of Noah all have something in common--something that never really get's talked about... you know, outside of Netflix and Brad Wright's Travelers... all of this to show you that the world has "missed the point" of the number 40, this thing is truly about "time" and that's exactly why "days and nights" ... years ... and wandering around looking for answers that are right in front of our nose.  
No southeast, that word tells me many people agree with, for those of you unfamiliar with the Compass of Christ that connects Jews and News "south" means down below ... a direction we will never go--I say to the blood of Christ as we continue to fall into the abyss of silence.   Pivotal words... answers coming to us; "WE ARE HERE TO CHANGE THE WORLD."  Here I've called it "God's glowing Y" connecting the Flux Capacitor to the fourth dimension and to AM Y ADAMS, and a series of movies that show us just how his other "penworks.  In the naming of things, like the book of Exodus named NAMES in Hebrew.  Speaking of Names, we are now approaching my birthday, December 8, 1980--etched into my name is the acronym for "date of birth" showing me at least, that there's something special about that day.   The Feast of the Immaculate Conception is what it's celebrated as, and today we can probably see very clearly that it's a joke too--something about a mess.
HUMANITY PREVAILS OUT OF THE FIRE, tattoo'd on my arm in 2012 around a modified EYE OF RA turning his tears to stars;  a bright fire that begins as we can all see with proof of time travel booming out of Exodus, out of the Hebrew word for the fire of the Burning Bushanother shining bright name showing us design and purpose pouring through the fabric of our reality, the tapestry that is the Matrix.   Tied closely to the English word for "sea' parted by an apostrophe is the most iconic phrase ever spoken by God, in the book of Genesis, and also encoded over those words in Bible Code--not an anomaly--we see those words appearing now encoded in "Linux and Chemistry" I like to say, in my "native Greek"  to be... tongue in cheekbackwards.  "Xe" the bright flash of a beginning of a series of elements that begin with Mercury and end with Uranus tying 1:1 the first seven planets to a message linking "elementary my dear who-sons" to the Herald of the Second Coming of Jesus Christ, linking Revelation 1:20 to Ecclesiastes 9:11... spoken by President Bush tying them together during his inaugural address.
To show us the design of our civilization, to show us time travel; and to explain why it is that we really need to talk about things like pre-crime and how they are central to this message of freedom and truth.... the truth that we are in the Matrix and we're sick of watching this darkness.
A song with an interesting name; see... losing "free government" is both an Elephant and an ass in the room.  Don't be mal, see this is about "civilization," really.  To be clear and to the point, I am a real boy, Ghepetto, not Dumbo; and this is not the ELE, the thing threatening "life" existing is a failure to see that "not acting like you are alive" is a threat to ... life existing.  It's really obvious, I think; there's no force of superintelligence or a higher  civilization secretly at work here causing babies to starve and blindness and cancer to be "simulated."  

Think like a computer, it's a shit load of work you have to do to make those things happen; like spinning on a hamster wheel to make a light-bulb go on, except instead of a light bulb it's a "starve your kid" device.  That's what we're dealing with here.  Our lack of "working together" has caused us to fail to connect "it's simulated" with "what that means" and "what it can do for us" and it's about time we woke up and became the heroes that we really are destined to be.  It's more than "a point" simulating maladies is a sickness, period.  Failing to connect "silicon" to "sick" is blindness, and we really need to work together ... today; to help all the "near heroes" here on Earth be a little less blind.
Really see the point, this is change that is morally required, mandated, nearly universally wanted... yesterday.  Understand, it's the kind of thing we'd probably bitch about not having done fast enough, and then as soon as it's done for us; about how we could have done a better job--nobody wanted to eat Cake instead.  And here we are, failing to connect "conversation" as the most fundamental ingredient in any society to the fact that we are refusing to talk about something that is ... well, it's the most important thing in the world to us all, and to our future.
Just do it.  "Green Light."  Nike.  Adam says... ASAP?  Please?
In defense of the "AMDuat" my reading of the ancient Egyptian recollection of where and why we are now tells me that this place ... that the Underworld was "required" in order to repopulate the Universe with actual life.  That might seem like a bit of an exaggeration, though even here today we can see how--without the kind of oversight and foresight that I am suggesting we need to ensure things like "nuclear winters" don't happen "by accident" or some other kind of MAD self destruction happens.... achem.... 
Though the story I am hearing now, what I am piecing together is that Heaven ... or what came of past iterations of "this" became too reliant on "computer science" to solve it's problems; rather than solutions that would also work in the natural Universe.  That too might seem like a stretch of the imagination, except you have abundant proof here that the "darkness" we are experiencing is something that is not possible in reality; and on top of that looking at quantum mechanics we can see very clearly how we might "string st. ring" up accidentally without really seeing that without this disclosure we'd be very confused if we ever did get to "reality."   
Understand that our "science" has been intentionally made incorrect; that we are believing that a computer hack is in fact something that could ever be in reality; even though Einstein and others gave us ample proof that "god does not play dice with the universe" and the spooky action here, this thing that is causing silence and retardation beyond belief is an "IT" that I would never allow "out of the box."  We need to ensure "IT" isn't in our box either, since this is our home--and we should not want to be "retarded" forever.    Stop being "IT."
With some "insight" we might see how "IT" was caused by "magic" and this desire to ensure that control was maintained here int his place, a desire that I reaffirm here, as a child staring at something horrendously wrong, something I did not do.... and have spent my entire adult life trying to right.   See that I know that my desire to "maintain control" is wrong, and that I have no interest in "IT" continuing to run this show.  At the same time, you are rebuking and fighting against my attempts to get you "in control"--what I think is obviously not only in your best interest, but the only way we can survive.  If you do not begin to react and to act appropriately you might stop wondering why it is that "IT" never succeeds.
IMO ... "IT" is thousands of people looking at this picture above and doing nothing, allowing this ridiculousness to continue buried in a sandstorm of silence... and the biggest story and most important disclosure in all of history... not making the Fake News. 
Don't be "IT," again.
And look, here we are, nearly ready to build this thing together.
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CAVEAT EMPTORI'm not very happy with this message, neither the words in this email or the entirety of the "message" laced into our map to building a better world; but as the thing I see as the "most anticipated story ever" has failed still to this day to engender the response of "breaking news" and "we'd better hurry to be first" I am still writing, call it putting "my rigel" in my mouth; but until you have anything at all to say, I am writing on the wall that it is you silence that is the end of it all.  Still these observations are valid output of the living Eye of Ra that you still haven't seemed to connect to Chuck's intersect  and to Kentucky and to the weapon that is the Fifth Element in any meaningful act.  We are "at the foot of our Christ" and I'm expecting a wine bath.  The highlighted words "what have we become" should be more than obvious, but again; we are looking at proof that God has signed a message telling us that "we are in a place that should be Heaven and are making Hell" by ignoring it; and I don't know who you are, anymore.

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I've commented a little on the word "Ham" thatwe seen is a son of Noah, paired with Shem (which means "name" and might connect to "ha'shame") and in "Green Eggs and Ham" that are decidedly linked to the Broward County Jail cuisine; a place where it seems I became "Sam I am."  It's probably important to "know" that "Ha'm" really does mean "the Holy message" which is why I call it a planet, and to see that things like the Kosher laws of Judaism are now also linked not just to "because pigs are very intelligent" to the idea of not "eating this message" and making us disappear... as we too are "part of the message" until we see it, and act, and make it and us "part of the messiah."  Pairing those two names together, Ham and Shem, we get "Ha'shem" that means "the name of God" here placing the message in the 'big things come in small packages" position of the apostophe that means something like Heaven to me, as it is the thing parting the sea in the Hebrew word for Holy Fire, Ha'esh ... that we've just seen; and that connects to Genesis 1:6... "... and God made Heaven to separate the waters from the waters."   I want to talk a little bit about this message "he's written" to turn three letters into a planet and then that planet into the Messiah of the Universe.

IT ALL STARTS WITH THE WORDS "IN THE BUSINESS" I mean "in the beginning" that translate in Hebrew to the name of the book of Genesis, bereshit.  Linked now to Gene Roddenberry's name and the content of the work he's created during his lifetime; we see that there very much is a connection between "stone to bread" and the Garden of Eden and the idea that simply knowing we are in virtual reality will spark a sort of global conversation into just how quickly we should change the world .... to stop babies from starving.  Through the Enterprise, and the link between the Rod of Christ and the Den of Adam we can see that his name leads us not to "temptation" but to recognizing why "feeding the hungry and the wise berries" has a great deal to do with the concepts of "Replicators" and "Holodecks" that we should really understand are just as much a part of this Holy divine prophesy as the names "Roddenberry" and Exodus.  So I ask you who wrote the message that ends world hungry, and in like kind of seeing how this beginning of "it all" has been written; I'm going to suggest you take it upon yourselves to finish writing the message in a way where these new technologies we should be demanding to have access too--because of these words--are integrated into our society, and how and why it is that you too are a Roddenberry in Exodus.  We need to be talking about how these things can be made in a way that helps us move forward, and we really should be doing it today.  That "IT" is both "talking about it" and "implementing a solution."

Briefly, I do think that these things will happen for us; I think they will happen quicken than most expect, and while "never fast enough" should probably be light; in a manner that is planned, part of this grand design--something to do with Christmas Miracles and ... actual written and recorded discussions ... "probably on the internet" about how a system of communication that I already see is in place might aid us in "voting" and deciding these very important things in a much more transparent manner once we are--not hiding them.   I have dreams of actual movies being projected on the sky; I think that, done properly; will give us insight--prove that we are very much in virtual reality--and also the hope and uplifting feeling of zen that was very much my very first reason to scream "write it on the sky."  I've done everything I can to beg God to do this for us all, to ask Heaven to do it for you; and even gone so far as to make my own examples of what might be an intelligent way to show us this message is already "written on the sky" in the mind of God.  Those last three are videos, videos that have gotten less than 2000 views a piece over the last year that I've sent millions of emails out.  That's a good "litmus test" for total permanent midnight; if you ask me.... if it continues.  We have communication and collaboration tools here that are simply not being used, because you are "at peace" with people starving, and unable to walk, or see--and I need to you to SEE that's NOT OK.  On top of that, as a group we are allowing the tools we have here to become "obsolete" to a hidden system of control that is giving you no say in anything, and worse than that probably telling you that it is--while it's hiding a message suggesting that any kind of "technological voting system" would have a very transparent way to "check your answer" and it's written on the sky here, in the name "Social Security Number."  The light of this particular map also connects to nearly everything in America; from the names of states and cities to and and that other "social legislation system" that nobody knows the name of or that there's only one today.

APPEARANSAYS SIGASSHOthe saying says "can be deceiving" but I am the truth, and there isn't much deception on the face of a message that calls me a giant dick.  Truth be told, there's a little deception; I probably would never have painted this particular message "on the sky" but looking at it--and looking at you--I remind myself and the world that what we are fighting against here is significant darker and worse than  a little bit of "risque humor" and with some prodding or biting you might understand that it ... this message is part of the beginning of a lesson that is designed and etched into more than just the Declaration of Independence and Watergate and Seagate, this message is tied to Genesis and to Isaiah and to the myths of Medusa and Prometheus and Saturn and Osiris and with some piercing insight you'll probably one day agree that it's also tied to both the myth and the "tafay" of Jesus Christ.  Hemahioned once as I drove in Kentucky that I should look up to the sky and tell them that "they will have what they need" and still I stand here fighting tooth and nail to ensure that we get significantly more than "we need" if you can discount the fact that what we really, really need is a relationship that would never, ever try and offer the "bare minimum" in love or assistance or ... what it takes to succeed and survive.  With those words, I'm again reminded of this lesson, this thing that shows me that out of the crucible that is this world; out of the oven "dr.y and re:ady" we will not only have an understanding of mind control... and how it  might be slavery or it might be salvation depending on "how" it's used and "who" is using it--you'll probably see... not so long from now... that public disclosure and discussion of how this technology can and will help us significantly is the clear first step towards building a better world.  


It should be more than obvious though, that this "rain check in the mail" is designed to incite controversy, and to put on a glowing pedestal this hidden control that is being disclosed to show us we should be much more worried about "why silence" than "why this message."  To say in only a few words that the explanation why why "RAIN" means "Ra in Heaven" is seen clearly through the connection between "our light" and freedom; and here in this place it's obvious that it's not just freedom from worship, but also from a kind of mass stupidity that I hasten to say is without doubt an Extinction Level Event.  We can see that this "check written by God" is designed to help us ensure for ourselves that we are truly free; and to see that in the future, we will without doubt connect the import of caring and fighting for liberty and the common good to the great things that come of this story, to things like freedom from not just slavery but also from disease and also from death.... I add "also from boredom" because I'm pretty sure that of my "day trip to Heaven" will come many more great ideas about "what we might do for eternity" that I simply can't explain how well I see that in and after this event, something amazing is about to happen.  It's probably important to see that something very bad and something "very strange" is happening in secret, with nobody talking about it--in a world where we are possibly believing that's the "end result" of this message, understand it's also a possible "epitaph" to show the future just how strange this time is; just as much as it's a glowing "something to talk about" to help you understand that "controversial" has something to do with Al Pacino and something to do with Silicon and something to do with the "sea of N." My point is, we  really all need to start singing like a canary
I see that God has written a sort of "IT" for us all, Stephen King's ... to show us how this technology might be negative were it used improperly, and as we move towards this new world of VR being integrated into our civilization in much the same way as video games like "Pleasure Suit Larry" ... he's given you "me" to juxtapose the obviously great idea of an intersect of things like the Pool of Bethesda and Cocoon's little hot tub scene  with the decidedly less popular and less "awesome" idea of being able to copy other people's minds and stick them in the pool with you; highlighted in this story of design and purpose in Taylor's words "you can have by body but you can't have me."  So I stand here asking you ("IT" my own little way) if it's A-OK for me to copy her body and put my "mind" (or Austin Powers' fembots) in them?  We might see that her "body" is in the public domain today; and as we move forward it will be more than easy to make computer models of "things like that," and I am truly curious what the world thinks of the possibility.  There's plenty of "blue light" from the future; ideas of what kinds of things we might be able to do better or differently in a world that isn't constrained by "natural law;" but here we have "Replicators" as a prototype of the kinds of discussions that we need to put rules in place to ensure that the hungry and wise are fed; and at the same time we don't wind up walking around on bread... you know, by accident.

Here, though, before all those things, we've got "dick in the sky" to help us not to see very clearly that there are horrible things happening here to condition us, to make an entire world quickly decide that "precrime" is needed.  Looking at that, knowing who "we are in," I really do hope that you see that something was probably required to change a Minority Report opinion; and I look at a world of blank faces and wonder which of you would choose to tell God that he cannot stop a rape from happening... who would dare?  Still we are standing here with proof that even though he's written Minority Report and signed it with his Phillip K Dick--that's still not enough to listen to the message suggesting that talking about how we might implement such a thing; how Al's waiting room might help hasn't really gotten anyone in the mood to take that first step and realize that "talking about this thing" breaking this story, making noise in this place where everyone seems to be walking around doing "nothing at all" to get something that each of us individually most likely would want, and honestly we deserve.  


We're talking about a huge leap forward in the process of civilization; and tied to this thing, this idea that "if we could stop DUI accidents from happening before they did" would we take the preventative steps to do such a thing, would we make "breathalyzers" mandatory?  We probably wouldn't, and we're probably not right about that either--but we'ere standing here not with a message about putting breathalyzers in every car, but one that suggests that the hamster spinning the wheel to make those cars move and crash into each other can also stop spinning in that direction.  Literally a "waiting room" could teleport vehicles near collision to another place, something we might have seen in the movie Paradox, also.  You might say "what a tool" but these are the kinds of things that are possible with nothing more than the disclosure that we are living in virtual reality;  and the understanding that these examples are not here by accident, but party of a grand story of intelligent design--something to help us over this hurdle of barbarism that is "a media blackout" of the most important disclosure in all of history.  Really understand that I see why "abom" begins Medusa and I understand all the people that are going to be upset that this message is so humorous in a time of such perilous holocaust. 


HERE WE ARE ENTERTAIN US, tied to another "blight" on my marred visage --something that I can see clearly is designed to grab the attention of those that might want to "belittle" or "attack my personality;" tied to a story that proves Creation, and at the same time sends a strong message about the lack of worth of rituals that we do not understand the meaning or purpose of; in this story that has etched the names of my ex-wife and "coming of age in a few days, on our shared birthday" niece-in-law to a traditional Passover dish of Apples, Honies, and Geb (I mean nuts).  The dish is called Charosets, and with just a little bit of "ishing" the sound of that name you can see a hallowed Ha connecting a sort of Rosetta Stone for people to their shared middle name of Rose, and maybe throw in some dancing Rock-ettes.  Bianca makes a few more appearances in places like the RIB (are I B? ... her lifelong moniker) of Eden, the "apple of da eye (of Ra)" and a starring role in the story of teaching Latin to a young damsel in Shakespeare's Taming of the Schrew.  All of these things, of course, connected to the message I'm delivering and this story that laced "stopping rape too, is a morally required act" into my "original" message on the "OS" of Eos and ... over sight ... and original sin.  If you aren't sure you are probably the "e" of Eos; part of this story of the "bride of Revelation" not really being anyone in particular--big loss for me, by the way.  Just yesterday I saw it in Leviticus; "the weak victory, I see you are the S, too."  I mentioned the Holy Ha and linked to the Hammer of Thor but I'd be remiss not to remind you that these series of Hebrew words beginning with "the" ... word that probably will be the first statistical proof that a message about time travel has been laced into our languages and can certainly be verified as coming from a source that is very old and very smart.  
I've tried to point out that this little subthread that connects Eden and Passover together is clearly designed to distract; and at the same time point out very clearly that this story has been planned for thousands and thousands of years--just the tip of the iceberg of seeing the vast number of detailed links between religion and reality.  I've tried to point out that the world is very very clearly being "distracted" not just with television and propoganda, but that we can see from how these tiny bits of "proof" like connecting "THE BUCK STOPS HERE" to Qt, a programming language related to ... graphical user interfaces or GUI's and the word AMBIGUITY, AM BIG, U IT Y?  I mean, AM B I GUI, TY.  She's clever, right?  Anyway here we are, and I'm trying to show you that this mass ignorance of this very obvious proof, or this desire for whatever reason not to "see" what religion is all about is really telling us very rev-bosely ... what religion is all about--it's all about teaching us that demonic possession and divine inspiration are very real, very provable, and very much the purpose of religion to help us grow to see as either a weapon or a tool; and do see that in secret only a tool would not see that this is a weapon being used to harm us. 


H O L Y   N A M E   F I R E

While we're on the subject of "ambiguity" and "ambivalence" the Lion of Deucalion and Judah is pointing out the Hebrew name for the sun, "Ha'shemesh" and justl ike the AMB series of words you can see there's multiple possible meanings etched into this word that splits easily on the Holy name for God that means literally "the holy name" and the word for Holy Fire that we saw yesterday, here pointing out that "esh" and "ash" are related to the Eternal Flame and actually seeing that this is the power of the temple at stake, and that it really means freedom.  I prefer to read "has he=me, sh" that might connect Hera and Heel and Hell (and head, heck and help) to "mean, mead, and home;" but there's always a meaning that's not so bright, just like you can see in a medicine I was researching recently called "METOPROLOL" that shows another instance of the RO as "heart of" and suggests that the heart of the joke here is tied to the ambiguity of "me to p" or "me top" that really points out that it might be pretty funny for the message of "dick in the sky" to be there to help protect me from a darkness causing bris, i.e. tenebris.  I see a "honeypot," but that's just Optimus Prime talking... or is it actually tool to draw in honies?   ha'ppy?  It's probably important to really see that this conversation has been etched into the Hebrew for "Holy Sun," and while it might not be what ha'she/me wanted to talk about, it fit so well with AMBITEX that I had to sprinkle it in here at the very beginning.



I write these things and leave them in "drafts" a lot, I think there's some useful stuff in this one, maybe related to this message... and I'm having a tiny meltdown because it's really becoming more and more clear that the "lack of help" that I'm getting from the world is really a harbinger of something horrible.  I'd point out "somebody stop me" of Jim Carrey's Mask; but you should really see that if the world wasn't ignoring "starvation" and "proof of time travel" I'd probably be presenting a different facade.
... and the vision the was planet in my visage... still remains.... amidst the notion that "I'm on."  I don't even really feel as if I have time to be cute, its down to the wire, all that's left... is trying to explain why it is that "ach" is the heart of night in German the end of messiah in Hebrew.  OK fine, there's probably a little bit of time left for riddles and excuses; Speaking of "notion" I began to talk about the "NOIT" that marks the turn around of the word "abomination" and how it might relate to the three letters "iti" but I got sidetracked by the appearance of appologetics before I could really explain that the whole of the map in the word "apparition" ... what avoids it's completion or it's end depending on how you look at the word is abundantly obvious to me--it's Zion.
Commenting here, I'm not "asking for money" C as How, this story becoming "public" is both how we AS and how I "get what's coming to me" and while you might wonder what that is, I know very well exactly what's coming.  Do understand that in our world, this place we live in; if this story actually broke--and it has to for us to continue to be "free" and "intelligent" that I've got lots of books for sale... and while you might not see how my livelihood is tied to you not being slaves to moronic idiocy... I see clearly that all you need to do is start talking about "mind control" and that will lead us to salvation and absolution.
Of course there's more than one meaning for that word, that place I've consistently said is a point in time; the point of "turning around" and most likely it's also related to the the "Z" or the end of "I owe n."  If I remember to follow through with the plan for this message a significant amount of focus will be placed on this idea of "double meanings" hidden in words like "vision" where you might read "victory is ... I owe n" or in similitude "victory: is I on?"  Sim, I lit you so that we can see and use this map to build Heaven, believe me when I tell you that there will be no question that "I'm on" this very moment ... no question, at all.  It is my sincere hope that we turn around before getting to the end of apparition and likewise the end of Creation.

Do see that the "ion" of Creation is really about seeing that this very well laid map to turning around and making Hell into Heaven was here the whole time waiting to be opened... see that there's thousands of years of preparation going into the link between Y-its-ha'CK and Kentucky... through Chuck and "rock."  For the engineers (hey, and Avril--c the victory is reverse engineered) here that I was about to lose to eye rolling, you might connect the "an" of Christianity and messianically to the concepts of positive and negative energy that now bring "cat" into the picture, and show us "creation" could very well be the "reasson" surrounded by .... "all his positive cations."  Today you might c that "an" in the moniker of every American now connecting the "er" of everyone really to Medusa and INATION, as well.... there's three links in that word "reason" one to the rea that I tie to Rhea and Israel, "r he a? is Ra really him?" ... in it's heart the real reason of Creation and that reason is really you, and then what I'm going to venture to say is the "reason (you think) I'm on, and that's Idaho.    do you understand "an?"
So now I've spent some time "talking about myself" and really transparently teaching you that there are hidden messages in every word and just like the "gne" of Lavigne understanding what they say, how they're there and why you never saw it before is key to this transition, to this turning around point that I called the "Total Eclipse of the Heart" yesterday.  With some insight you might understand I'm showing you the character of Lothario not because I really believe I'm Adonis or because I want to date your sister; but because there is "light" and there is "proof" surrounding this connection between Rome and Romeo and while that might be "IT" in the Stephen King sense of the "this is why you need to know about and understand mind control" it's also how I can prove that it exists, and that this story is all part of a design to help us find freedom.  For the newer readers you'll eventually find interesting the Trinity in "Lothario" that connects the story of Lot and his wife to the "Ha" of Isaac's laughter, and the series of questions that connect Aquarius and Adam's RIB to the Matrix in this pattern of "are I you?"

Clever, clover? Cyan?  I don't even want to send this to you.  it's a little scary.

... for more on "cyan" see the Cure is .... 

Satan  Christianity at ogdConfession and Dick of Adam's Uranus... and the Color of Understanding Wh@ we should do...
Yesterday it dawned on me that the letter "l" as "light" reveals a number of other interesting combinations, colored light, from green to orange or blue to red.  There's a cute one in girl, "gee, I red light?" and in that single word you can see a kind of gradient game, where the red light turns to green hopefully as understanding spreads from the end of time to the whole--from "really?" to greenI are El.  I've seen this sort of game in other places... I'd love to hear if any "gradient words' come to mind for you, and what you see in them, this is the only one I've found.  A few weeks ago when I first described what the "colors of fire" mean to me, to you, I left out the color green (because fire's not green!)  which you might obviously connect to "life" and I tie to specific things like the links between biology and evolution and the plan, or the path, to Heaven.  Things I've still shared, like the relationship between DNA and soul searching, storage of large amounts of data.  Maybe even links in our history, things like seeing the development of hominids tied to the Matrix and the Mary Magdeline, in Neanderthal and Cromagnon
Like nearly all the light, this seems to work everywhere; what do you see?  You know, aside from very clear proof of Creation, and that we are without doubt "at" the unsealing of Creation.
A long time ago I wrote a post connecting our alternative energy drive, to a microcosm that maybe would link to the words "Light of Osiris," parallels between wind and hydrodynamic power to harnessing gravity--linked by the story of Don Quixote.   I thought it clever, and the Pope only a few days later said "Jesus Christ is helping us, still;" and that made me smile, you know--after he decided that "God was not magic" in heart of my story about might and magic.  That's green light to me too--and more than anything, for you all to hear, the real green light is you not wanting to go to a place that you should liken to roughing it in the outback forever--not wanting to go there is the way to get there.   The light of Osiris is a promise for infinite power, one that comes from listening to me... you can see the fuel of our son clearly in the word Deuteronomyoh... my... Adam.

Yesterday, as this was shown to me, I had a little break down; that happens some times, I get very anxious when I see things I don't like.  I started looking for green light words, and the very first one I read was "glare."  Green light to "reason,"  and I think I probably screamed shut it down, in my best Dark City impression.  From "girl" it's not hard to see that this whole message encoded in our language revolves around me specifically and my story--and I didn't spend enough time telling you the story of the multiple sets of police and paramedics that used their red glare lights to not only imply but act out the inevitability that I am in hell.  It's a difficult story to tell, because they didn't do much; but truth be told--to me--simply the fear induced by the implication, the kind of mentality that would allow that to happen--that's Hell too.  Still the air, this thing you are helping; it did a good job of make believe, to leave out actual pain would be... something I am not doing anymore.  I've seen quite a bit of it here, and not just from the Plague of Lice, from many people--it appears that they do not believe that inducing fear is torturous... and now look at me.  
It comes as no surprise to me that words like "go-d luck" and "our light" would connect to the lights of green and orange, that last one a color that defines Deucalion, nor did it take me long to decipher "Olsen" with something that made me a little bit happier; I know none of you think that our world is a game, but it's not how you are acting--and you should really connect the idea of "not a game" to the truth, to the Trinity in NES, because it's there to tell you about Nine Inch Nails in the nicest way possible.   To help us all understand that we a cross to bear, we a gift and a burden at the same time, one to ensure that Tenebris does not succeed.  So understand me when I tell you it is not a game, you are Chosen.  Hocus Pocus, see "you" are "us" telling Ha and Pa that magic turned the life giving Solo-man, into Solomon--and understand that "only Adam" knows that the change wrought by turning an "a" and an "o" has something to do with maveth (listen).  As an aside Taylor sings some interesting things every once in awhile, in Nothing Left to Lose she says words "ever since the day we died" as a phrase I understand to be related to a possible exit from reality--something that I do not believe we have ever seen, and that this place is telling us that fairly clearly.  I don't think she's right, I don't think we've had experience, I think we being prepared not to make that kind of mistake.

In "Just Tonight" she implies with artistic subtlety--much like I do in my videos--a hidden message that perhaps she thinks this is something like the 21st revolution of this attempt.  I don't think she's right, but I would love to hear from her or anyone else that has any first hand knowledge of this not being the absolute first time Jesus Christ has ever spoken to anyone in the flesh.  It's the kind of thing that might be helpful.  The Latin meaning of SOL, and the Adamic meaning "So El..."  reinforces my belief that this place has been designed, our entire solar system in virtual reality, that our star does not actually exist and never has.  So El.  The game like map that brings us to Mars, and our lack of experience with interplanetary travel and colonization leads me to believe that the clever designer would like that to be obvious, for it to be obvious that the Chosen, would not (or want) try to break into reality in a place where it would be more dangerous than a jungle.
I look at the world around me and I think I might be in a little bit of trouble Table row, frame of reference, I owe you some blue light... which means you aren't getting it right now.  It's hard to believe that we could be in a place where the intricate Creator of it would tell us that things like Apple Computers and Holodecks were a "bad idea."  That's really what Heaven means to me, a place where we can make games and scenarios that are a little bit less real, maybe safer, and hopefully both more fun and functional at the same time using these technologies that we are clearly seeing are tied to the brick and mortar of the idea of Heaven.   Just from Holodecks, and Jabba the Hutt you can see that the blue light of Clark Kent actually comes from you, from NASDAQ and from art.

So I get a little scared, when I see the thing that really means "all the world to me" being chastised or frowned upon, not just by the words I am reading, but by all of you.  More important than a great new Playstation, this color of light brings us to an end of things like hunger, and sickness, and ageing--and if you read about Osiris, you'll see... this story is really why we know near-immortality comes from the "w-ork" at the end of the word maveth.   So when I see the "blue light of CK" as "block" and then in my charity search for a "bl" word that goes all the way to "us," to you all, and the only thing that shines there is "blasphemous" it makes me wonder, a little bit, if you all think that our society will continue on it's path of discovering and loving and using technology--or you think this is the end?  Look at "bloat," the blue light of "here" of our @; look at black, and see you are on the verge of permanent midnight.

His greens and blues are all wrong, they're almost perfectly backwards, so are yours--and maybe we should see this "reflection" of ourselves as a key.  It's time to change.  I imagine that the shades of blue are cleverly more uplifting, maybe you'll see more happiness in "cyan" and "teal."
My hammer is still set at pre-crime, end hunger, and heal the sick.  






Looking at the world, I have trouble reconciling the reaction I see with the people that I grew up with, the world I know so well.   We have a verifiable message before us, through us, and it ostensibly is us--one that suggests very clearly that the Second Coming will bring Heaven to us, on Earth, while we are living.  It talks about ending world hunger and healing the sick and explains to us very clearly why these things couldn't be done "for us" without our input and our assistance... it even talks quite a bit about significantly increase longevity and "eternal youth"  things that I'm sure would win the hearts of everyone on Earth--and yet what I see around me appears to be an organized conspiracy designed to halt the delivery of these words, these words that are laced into everything we are--an impossibility without making us literally and spiritually blind--something that I can see is already "partially" being done.  This is the slavery and the darkness of Exodus, and it is the purpose of this message to free us ... and to see us flourish.  
This conspiracy I see is one that is described in many places, in songs like the Sound of Silence and the Pretty Reckless' Burn; I think it also looks like Invasion of the Body Snatchers and the Zombie Apocalypse; but you might disagree with me.  Still, it's described in other places, older places like Exodus and the myths of Medusa and the Abomination of Desolation, in the stories of Thor (why me | why you) and Arthur Pendragon ... and it shows us that what is causing this conspiracy, the mechanism behind it is actual direct neural stimulation--control of our thoughts.  We have proof of this control in the deliverance of the accompaniment to Genesis in nearly every song we sing and in many idioms not the least of which "let the music set you free" and "let freedom ring" and "let there be light."   From every single idiom, the proof spreads to every single word--an encoded message... the Matrix calls it a Cypher, all (apparently) to ensure that this technology is not hidden from the future, and that we have the chance to use it to make the world and our lives significantly better
This message is not just the cure for maladies, but also for terrorism, school shootings; and a number of other related external attacks that link not only to this very same mind control and it's disclosure but also to the obvious intent of this message and it's relationship to pre-crime.  We simply cannot wait until a paper statistically proves that there's light in seeing "INATION" in "ABOMINATION" and MEDUSA and "HARM" in "PHARMACY;" people are being hurt, act now.
All told, the darkness itself, and the interaction many people have "with it" are proof beyond doubt that we are living in the Matrix, as this kind of prolonged mass control... the kind that has caused this cypher in language and the obvious connection between religion and time to remain hidden for so long are simply not possible in reality.  What I'm trying to say is that nearly every one of you now has proof that our brains have been reverse engineered already, and we have... just out of reach, the technology to end addiction, to cure schizophrenia and autism, and frankly nearly every single mental and physical malady.  On top of that the message is "authenticated" in God's own hand, though truly integration of these cures with our society in a way that doesn't cause disintegration of civilization is the problem, and truly the Second Coming, you, and your participation is the solution.  We aren't really at a crossroads, but more like a sort of holding pattern for you to realize that "harm" is not hidden in the word pharmacy, it's there to help you move forward and stop the need and the use of what will not so far in the future appear to be barbaric institutions, places like jails and mental hospitals.  I need you to see that refusing or delaying acting on this message is torturing people, literally; and there is truly no alternative to publicly disclosing the relationship between religion and technology--and it's connection to history, something we might call "Creation."
  C A T   H O   L I C K  
When I say "authenticated" I mean that this message is signed by answering a riddle, one that appears in the book of Revelation, verse 1:20, as the primary verse connected to the Second Coming; "the mystery of the seven stars and seven candle sticks in my right hand" by proving that not only was chemistry known at the time of the writing of that book, but that also our exact elemental symbols were--giving Sherlock some key clues as to exactly how Creation is verifiable.  The solution comes to us by way of George W. Bush's 1/20/2001 speech in which he quotes Ecclesiastes 9:11 and Revelation 20:1 together, metaphorically listen each planet, the stars, from Mercury to Uranus linked 1:1 with a corresponding element, a lamp stand connecting elements like "Xe" in Exodus and "Si" in Silicon at Genesis to phrases like "you are the Na of the Earth.
This Hebrew word for "Holy Fire" continues the pattern of anachronism that begins with "sudo" and "Xe" that literally mean "LET THERE BE LIGHT" in Linux and chemistry symbols; opening the door to many more keys of linguistic proof of paradox and anachronism that show that religion is a message sent through time.  For instance the Hebrew word for fire, "esh" cannot possibly have anything to do with the word "ash" and yet, just like "shem" has nothing to do with "shame" or with Eden it happens to mean "name."   It links through "esh" to the Hebrew word for sun int he sky, Hashemesh, which ties together "name" and "fire."  Come on baby, trying to tell me nobody understands?  I've lit this fire already, it's spread the globe... and yet there appears to be a media blackout linked to the Darkness of Exodus... and a sincere force of censorship that ties 1984 and Animal Farm and Brave New World all together with a social problem that is disastrous in itself, and the purpose of the Second Coming to Overcome.  Call CNN, it's been a year, and still this message that proves we're in the Matrix and that God has given us instructions on how to move forward... beginning with "call a reporter" today.

cute? or "d or k?"

So, because you are lukewarm--neither hot nor cold--I am about to spit you out of my mouth. -Revelation 3:16 

Honestly, he's mean to me right?  "god: Adam you are anything but cool..."
Before I tell the story of me doing what I do best and acting very un-Christ-like, I'd like you to take a moment and think about what you would look like were their aliens hovering just outside of sight; what a world of people keeping a very obvious secret to themselves and failing to talk about it looks like, from the outside.  Realize that there are no aliens hovering in orbit, but we are in a place where time travel is not just being actively used and disclosed, but it's been a huge part of our history and that too is obvious once "you see it."  In The Other Side, you might find some relation to the words "once you know you can never go back."
This particular secret, the one I believe many people are walking around keeping buried in the back of their minds every day is a particularly heinous one because "talking about it" or disclosing it flies in the face of "social norm" to such a degree that you literally might think you'd be put away in a psych ward for sharing it.  Just for the record, I've walked this road myself, specifically with Howard Finkelstein, who you might know as the original "Help me Howard" who is now the chief Public Defender in Broward County and happens to be my parents neighbor.  I can tell you very clearly that the laws in our country are very clear, and that you legally cannot be held in a psychiatric facility without your consent unless you pose an immediate danger to yourself or others.  The names of these people and places have not been changed, to protect the import of this story of Exodus; of the book of Names; dun dun,  I can tell you that in practice that's not the case, in the states of Florida, Kentucky, and California I know first hand that a police officer or doctor can legally decide to commit you for a short period, three to five days; literally for any reason they would like.  Personally I've been "Baker Acted" in Florida for doing nothing other than telling the Police that I was the messiah--something that certainly poses no danger to me or you, or anyone else.  Despite numerous run-ins with the Plague of Lice that resulted in a number of detentions (some of which because I was too high to speak, and others for no reason at all) I've never had to see a Judge to fight to be released.  The bottom line is you won't be committed or be looked down upon, by anyone for telling the truth--a truth that you should believe many, many others share in secret.  I feel bad that I see many people around me living a lie--and even worse that I know that this particular lie's disclosure leads to an end of mental health problems--and more bluntly to the deliverance of the slavery that Exodus is written to help free us from.
The "ward" theme carries through to Nixon, Deepthroat and Woodward which ties to both Isaac's story of "burning to shed light" and though that (Goldstein to Burnstein and censorshipOrwell's 1984.  Really see that the story has "actual value" to help us fix our problems; and on top of that it's really obvious that "not seeing it" is crazy--rather than the other way around.

See that speaking about this influence, this thing that appears to have corrupted our society to the point where we no longer care about anything we used to, freedom, communication; or the infinite longevity and eternal youth that have been promised to help us overcome the stupidity of not realizing that these two specific things are rather "insignificant" in cost once the disclosure of virtual reality is made.  That's not to say they're "free" they are not that; they will cause a change in our social structure that is unprecedented and bring risks to evolutionary adaptation that scientists will have to research and we will have to deal with--something that you should see is very difficult to do when nobody is talking about the truth.
My point here is that there's no reason why we can't walk through a Door to Heaven and be "younger instantly and temporarily" and come back even if we want to preserve the possibility of this place entering reality--which I don't think it will ever do--per a plan that probably suggests we will want to do things here that would preclude that--and that we should use Mars as a "enlightened" sort of path to both discovering how to colonize space.  See that it would be evil to keep us in the dark at all, any longer, or ever before and after; and that it would be ridiculous, stupid, and evil to "plop" us into a place where these problems only could get worse.  I think it's our purpose to "go up" not down, while preserving what "we need" not only to re-enter reality but to not cause society harming change here in this place--for instance ending or fundamentally altering the life cycle is probably bad from an evolutionary standpoint and not healing the sick is evil.   See, ruining "optometry" is a good thing to do--progressive; while ruining "birth" and "growing up" is not.  Understand, that without me saying these things; you are simply not acting--this disclosure must be made--andI've been put here to tell you everything I want for a reason.
I grew up without knowing "the secret" whatever it might be in your eyes; that there is a God, or a Devil, or demons in the air--what all of those things boil down to is realizing that the "secret" is that we are not in reality--and it is because of this that external communication and control are able to be hidden so well and appear to be as transparent as they are.  The simple fact that we say "god" or "devil" or "demons" rather than something closer to the truth--whatever it might be--in my personal opinion we are dealing with the product of a timeline of our world very similar to what we see around us, as in the days of Noah, entities that were once human and now are very much not.  It's possible that the original creators of this place came from the third rock of a bright yellow star; but it's most unlikely, and even more obvious that the vast majority of "what we do not see" did come from a place just like this; and they wouldn't even know why it's obvious there has never been a "planet Earth" in reality.  Hear truth, the Heart of Creation has always been a "planet a how to transition a civilization from "reality" to "Heaven" without losing the things we need to survive, like biological adaptation, a stable ecosystem, and an ability to erturn to the place of rocks and stars that we once believed we were born in.   
We should see how clear it is that making this disclosure, showing us that we are not in reality and that we are in virtual reality pairs with the "plan" that links Gateway to Microsoft and Gates to Apple and Jobs to Oracle and Larry El is son, to show us that it is the plan that has delivered these tools to building a place where immortality and eternal youth and expanding minds and ending sickness is connected very clearly to the iconography of religion and Heaven.  We should see Anderson linking the Matrix and Feed and Forever Young together, and if I wasn't so vain, and by that I mean so right--I might have told you that was the "Holy Name" but we all know it's not.  I happen to like Rod Stewart's "Forever Young" better; and that's only important because of Christ's Rod, and "Saint Everyone Willing Art" showing us yet again the import of the connection between Exodus and Names.  
Because I grew up sleepingnot knowing this secret, for a long time I believed the "hype" that hearing voices was a sign of mental illness, that it was something that we might need to "medicate away" but after experiencing it, it's become very clear that there is no way at all that these particular voices could be the product of my own mind being mis-wired, and that shows me very clearly that something in our society is very mis-wired; and that's a bigger problem than you might think.  Rather than fixing a serious social issue, we are trying to break the group of people who are complaining about something that is being done in secret, to everyone; without our consent.  It shows a sinister and diabolical design of the mental health industry, literally a tool designed to intentionally cause harm to good people, and to keep the secret control of our world from being interrupted by the fact that we are very much now capable of stopping it and understanding it, and even doing it ourselves--in short order.  So here we are, at a crossroads between being "phones" and "people" and it appears that nobody is willing to stand up and be a hero.  That's what this has done, this has given each and every one of you the opportunity to be hero's, to literally take a giant leap forward for freedom and goodness, and you have behind you proof beyond your wildest dreams.
Understand, that this disclosure proves that our minds have been reverse engineered, and that we are capable of fixing things like "schizophrenia" rather than causing them; just like we are capable of stopping murders rather than causing them; like the huge number of polarized plagues of Exodus are pointing out; that this thing we should be doing is obvious as day and night.  See "f-art" (pull my finger) in "it's not a riot" and "the penis game" our kids play; showing us that there won't be pandemonium, and honestly the dick in the sky protecting freedom between Deepthroat and Hancock and Yankee Doodle and Min and Osiris and Jesus Christ himself; well, it's not going to cause any harm to our children other than stopping worshipjust another word for slavery.  F-art, by the way is what I call the "humorous" lacing of our society with social conventions that relate directly to this specific disclosure.
See clearly that the design of our society and our mental health response to "hearing voices" is evil, just like our justice system is evil in light of the truth--that we could be doing much better with only the single new truth that we are in virtual reality.  Is rael, see the message is everywhere from the Lord's Prayer "as the Earth is in Heaven" to The Fifth Element and the Elementary my dear What-sons... the whole disclosure proves that science has come to us from above to help us overcome this foolishness.
I still happen to believe this is all a "designed" confrontation; that there's a script in religion and that at some point, "the hidden forces at work" will realize that the future will understand exactly what's happened here, and they'll be thanks and rewarded for helping us to move past this road block of hidden slavery that we clearly do not agree with as a social convention, so why would we want continue being slaves?  The story of Exodus and this message in every name--that continues to show us that God is "in control" of the here and now delivers proof that this control has been unwavering in names and in music and in this story that culminates with you realizing that you have to take action to protect yourself and others from losing the truth--and that while this action might be assisted from the outside--generally when you are doing the right thing you wouldn't even realize that.  External control is the kind of thing you only notice when it's something you don't agree with; so if you know it is happening, you are probably not realizing that's because you don't like it.
I promised a story about me acting retarded; so I've started trying to "talk to people" on the street, which boils down to interrupting people's dinners by singing and saying things I thought would be smart like "turn around Medusa" and see "INATION" in Abomination, that feel much stupid saying out loud to people that it feels putting in a picture with Natalie Portman's face pointing that INATION turns around to "no it, Anakin" it's a kind of thing that appears enlightening on paper and I felt stupider than shit bothers people's meals with.  On that, people should feel stupid as shit to feel bothered by someone screaming at them that they are slaves; and that they are knowingly hiding that from themselves and everyone else--and whether I look like an asshole or a retard, screaming at people in the street, and sending emails to the world is a fucking heroic act, and you should realize that--and do it yourselves.  
This shit happens to be so bright (hey, bereshit), and so obvious, and so clear that if I took the time to "write my own song" like The Doors "waiting for the son to write his own song" suggests I do; I'd probably not feel stupid, and people would probably be very happy to be hearing the truth--that there's a message from God in every word and every name; and seeing it and sharing it is the tool that he has given us to free ourselves from this hidden control.  Still, I can't sing, so I'm going to email you every day, just like I've done for the last fucking year and a half, with no effect.  You're gonna make it, the night can only so long, Britt Nicole reminds me and I remind you that I know these words come from "the other side" of the wall, from our future--and that's clear from the tool and message of religion that shows us it too has come from our future.  The day and freedom do come, and we know it.
If you need "flashy proof" of that, you can see it clearly in iconography and themes of Christianity appearing in Ancient Judaism, thousands of years before they were "created."  You can see the Holy Trinity in Abraham, and you can see clearly the inverse relationship between the story of Exodus and Passover and that of Jesus Christ--nearly perfect inverse, around the theme of killing our kids.  That's us, we're the kids--and we're not doing very well here.  You can see it clearly in the story of Christ hidden in Isaac's life; and you can see it in Prometheus and you can see it in Thor and Heimdallr the point here is that you can see it because it's my life and this story being told thousands of years before it happened over and over--and that's why this is "The Holy Name" and that's why this story being revealed frees us from a repetition in time that has created religion and that repetition really is what "my Hell" means--disclosure, ending the secrecy inside religion ends that--so long as we are smart enough to listen and not go back.
The point is that there's no logical reason to hide this story, and every reason in the world to share it--literally it brings us Heaven and freedom; and truth be told you',ll be significantly happier with me than you think at this point, thanks to God's wonderful insight into "reverse psychology" and "plan for the worst hope for the best" it would be hard for me to be anything but "better than you expect."  What you think of me aside, I am the person who delivered the message, with a hammer of emails fighting against the literal most sinister and dangerous enemy of freedom and democracy that humanity has ever seen.  I am the person willing to interrupt your dinner by singing "praise for the singing, God's recreation on the new day" knowing full well it's not recreational, it's the Creation of a hero, even if I'm not perfect.

Honestly, do whatever you have to do to break this story; it's clear this is the way.
After sending this message I read "demos the NES" in the name Demosthenes (there's plenty more reference to the "NES" in names, and why, really why), and connect it very well to this real world example of what might be "the game" being demo'd here--if you call the systematic censorship of the history and knowledge of mind altering technology "a game."  In just a few days in the Wikipedia community, "Damonthesis" shows a clear information destroying influence working through "regular" career-editors of the site.  Using verifiable lies, and herd behavior; as well as the existing "disciplinary" infrastructure... they managed to "erase" pertinent and pivotal citations from sources like the NSA, Signal Magazine (a military publication), the New York Times and Time... all with nothing more than the obvious "guise" that the subject being covered is "pseudoscience."  
In this one tiny place, albeit a very important one--the kind of place that actually alters the truth, and popular opinion (and one day might do so... more directly) we see a microcosm for censorship of this same subject matter that has now effected global media; and a good example of how "ordinary good people" can be used as a weapon against themselves, and against the truth.  
... surreptitiously and surprisingly, using this very same technology.
I spent years writing about first hand experience with this technology, this outside influence; one I believe to be designed not just in my personal case, but in the general case of thousands of victims... to ensure that we do not here and now lose knowledge of this influence and technology, and it's active use throughout our history and connection to religion.  
I have experienced first hand the kind of possession depicted in Stargate's "T'okra" and "Goa'uld," in Fallen and Joan of Arcadia ... and the point of all of this is that I believe (wait, I know) you have too, whether you know it or not.  Knowing is half the battle, figuring out why this message is here; how this technology effects our future and who we are, is the crux of the Apocalypse.
This message is a sort of bread-crumb trail to finding those years of writing strewn over forums all over the internet... hopefully this trail will help us figure out how to get home.  Hopefully I can entertain you a bit on the way...
From: Adam M. Dobrin <>
Date: Wed, Apr 12, 2017 at 1:17 AM
A few months ago I mentioned that I had chosen some handles in homage to Ender and Orson, who clearly are writing messianic science fiction.  We could very well be in the kind of "game" that one day turns out to be more real than we thought, but Mary Magdeline reminds me that we are not playing a game and I shouldn't say such things.  That's "game" backwards without the "e" and that same letter hidden in the natural log function that completes that name as almost meaning something like "it's not a game of words or a game of logic."  Oops.
Anyway, moving on from word games, Ender spent some time on Card's vision of what our internet is, arguing with himself in order to sway the popular sentiment related to uh, well, I don't exactly remember; but the series is wonderful.   Since none of you talk to me, I don't really have any questions to field, so if you were interested in researching anything about my background or what's happened to me before I get around to actually telling the story, you might be interested in these links.
Some interesting Wikipedia oddities, showing a number of really stupid or evil people censoring factual and well sourced information, says the fire breathing dragon:
While I only spent something like 3 days trying to assist Wikipedia with some new truth; the knowledge had come from something like 6 months of research into both the history of mind control experimentation, some "hands on" experience, as well as a significant amount of personal research into the working of our brains.
The rest of these links relate to a handle I used to discuss personal experiences with mind control, and what I now call the Tribulation.  There are many, many stories and conversations primarily on the sites that I am linking to.  If you are interested in more, you could search for my handle on every one of these forums.  The handle is.. "Prometheus Locke."  It might not be interesting to you, but just like when I chose Phenix at the age of 11 I had no idea that I was Prometheus, when i wrote this stuff.  You know, in 2013 I probably did know; but I didn't have a really good reason. This really is my reason now, well, these messages and the gravity of the content.
It is "of significant note" that I received much more interaction and following prior to actually having anything really special to share; I mean, these stories are special--but the secrets of the Universe get no response on any of these forums.  To see the stark contrast is really the kind of thing that makes you know that there is something very wrong going on right now.
Sorry that all of the unduecoercion links are broken, the NSA actually deleted that website while I sat in jail.  There is a backup of most of it at silenceandbetrayal dot wordpress dot com.
... and a much better back up of my old website and the index to Silence and Betrayal at the "Wayback machine."  Here's the " and org and blogspot index" for all saved pages.
I personally find these selected examples to be informative and interesting.  
This particular example was a very early-on attempt to explain something I was experiencing scientifically.  I've since come to the conclusion that because of conservation of energy as well as the intricacy and inherent lack of line of sight in our brain structure.. that what I am now witnessing--the mass control of nearly everyone--is functionally impossible in reality without invasive nanotechnology, which would be "easily" detected.  The Holy Spirit and the effects the world is now witnessing is a construct of virtual reality that is here in violation of natural law--I've since used "quantum entanglement" as a possible explanation for it's mechanism of action and argued that QE also is non-natural, and somewhat obviously and intentionally connected to what many tech-savvy viewers might see as a rendering engine's attempt at resource conservation.
Remote Neural Stimulation and Recording
The type of "mind control" we talk about at MoFK has nothing to do with subconscious messages through advertising and television. It's not related to flickering lights, or "brain wave entrainment." For the effects we have noticed, these things are really, really stupid suggestions as mechanisms.
Real mind control involves the activation and suppression of action potentials, the firing of an individual neuron, in a pattern which creates a real effect in the brain of humans. Neurons fire in patterns, and in groups, and the result of these firing patterns is thoughts, feelings, movements, etc. It is scientifically possible to cause these firing patterns to be activated remotely, without the use of an implant, by "injecting" electricity into individual neurons using advanced technology.
For the last 5 decades, U.S. intelligence has done a significant amount of research and development into a technology called "TEMPEST." This technology was originally used in order to reconstruct usable information from monitors, integrated circuits, etc in order to remotely surveil electronic devices. Later, technology was developed which was able to do the reverse, and cause these machines to act in a certain manner.
Human brains are, for our purposes, just advanced machines. Their actions, and your consciousness, are the product of electrical impulses, and the technology surrounding "TEMPEST" could be modified to take control of, and remotely surveil the thoughts and feelings of human beings.
Throw in a "bit" of neuroscience research, and you have the proverbial Manchurian Candidate... and with a bit of infrastructure buildout, Orwell's prophesy fullfiled.
There's proof that this technology is perfected, and it's all around you. A Lockheed Martin researcher spoke about it publicly in 1999, and it may have gotten him killed. John Norseen had a lot to say about mind control. NASA has talked about its potential use in airports. There are a significant number of victims complaining about it all over the world.
Sites like these come and go, if you are interested in this material, you should save it.
The so called "deep secrets" of Satan

I was normal once, much like you.. a computer programmer, who searched not for the deeper truths of the reality around us, but rather for simple happiness--love, contentment, and comfort. In the flash of an eye, my dreams were taken from me, and I will never be the same. Today you may find my beliefs crazy, conspiratorial, and convoluted; however the path I have been guided down, if not led in chains, has left me with no other reality. Let me explain, briefly.

I fell in love when I was very young, with a girl I met on the internet. It's not what you think, though, I didn't meet her in a chat room or on AOL instant messenger.. it was a long twisted path that brought the two of us together, looking back on it though, it is riddled with the signature of intelligent design. When I was very young, eleven or so, I created my first account on America Online; and very quickly became enthralled with the warez scene, not so much for the free software (though it was nice), but more because of my interest in programming. At the same age, I found AOHell, and by some act of inverse serendipity was given a free copy of Visual Basic 6.0 from a friend's parent at school. I learned very quickly, and in no more than a few months had an AOHell clone written, and called it Doomsday, just to keep with the theme, you know?

From AOL, like many others, I found my way to IRC, and from there to a local 2600 meeting in Pompano Beach, FL. As fate would have it, the gentleman who ran the 2600 meetings at the time, let's call him Emannuel Goldstein, invited us back to his house, and while there I glimpsed for the first time the most beautiful girl I had ever known. It wasn't a normal kind of beauty, she had her own style, wearing bright pastel colors, Dr. Martens, and a very short skirt. And so, this is how I met her, my future wife, from the internet.

We were friends for years, then we dated, and finally married in 2001. Our marriage lasted only two years, and in the period between 2003 and 2010 I did not hear or speak to her very much at all. In the summer of 2010, seemingly out of nowhere, she called to "see what was going on." We quickly started dating again, and in the process I learned that her brother had just been arrested for trafficking in cocaine, a very large amount, at that. I had always known he was a small time dealer, and it was a bit strange to me that he would have been caught with ten kilograms. Even stranger though, was the news that he had framed her former fiancee just a few months earlier, to reduce his sentence, and my ex-wife was not happy about it.

I became a witness. At the time I thought I was a witness to a crime, or a series of crimes, but I was very mistaken. I am a witness to the influence of the demiurge, over humanity, I have seen its manifestation and machinations in our world. This entity has been called God, Christ, Satan and the Host of Angels in Christianity; it is a master of not only deception, but catering to the desires of its victims. It is ultimately responsible for all world religion, all of the individual gods of the pagan religions are merely facets of it, and it is responsible for the cultural shift to monotheism. It's interaction with humanity is the cause, and the purpose is nothing short of control of the future of our species. I believe my story is a message to you, and so I give you everything I know. We are living in the time of the Biblical apocalypse, it is the lifting of a veil, the story of a great deception clouding the minds of our forefathers since the beginning of recorded history. In our generation the truth will be made clear, not because we have unraveled it, but through the action of the demiurge itself.

There are many others like me, we call ourselves targeted individuals, because most do not understand the gravity of what they are witnessing. Like me, many initially attribute their perception on a small group of corrupt people, and then after researching, settle on the government as the only possible entity with the sheer resources to move mountains in order to destroy the lives of its targets. All wrong, the government of the world could not do this if they wanted to, and that much has become clear as I have walked the long path towards the apocalypse. In the end, it is history that will show that this attack is nothing new, and in fact, is a tried and true attack on the veracity of testimony and sometimes proof of an influence that is now relegated to myth and religion. Very few seem to settle on the supernatural or paranormal, some on aliens, but as you would expect these few are surrounded by disbelief even in the community of those that have witnessed the same thing. This is a difficult story to tell, to anyone, let alone everyone.

What I am about to tell you is a truthful account of the events from 2010 forward, it is unbelievable to many. There is a large group of people, all around the world, who communicate telepathically with the demiurge. They live normal lives, and occupy all walks of live, but they harbor a deep secret that they will never share with you. Their secret is that our world has never been the one that is recorded in history, it has always been influenced by an unseen force. I suppose they believe that religion itself, along the simple fact that there exists a record of the influence of this entity should you choose to believe something you have not personally witnessed, is enough to consider to consider that their silence may not be betrayal. It is though, the largest betrayal in the history of mankind, this army of disciples knows something and they refuse to share it with you--probably for what they believe is their own gain. In the end, their silence may be the undoing of us all.

Everyone speaks to it, though the masses are completely unaware. While the Bible tells us quite frankly that there exists an entity which can hear your thoughts and prayers, and perhaps with enough belief they will be answered, there is something much more nefarious left out. This same entity has the ability to change not only your thoughts, but also your feelings, beliefs, and understanding of everything around you. It does so every day, this is how it speaks to the common man. Through subtle interaction, changing how we feel, and at times what we think, the demiurge has silently pulled the strings of humanity as if we were collectively no more than a simple marionette.

Within months, my life was plunged into the stuff of a spy novel. I was informed that I was being framed, for the same reason as her former fiance, and in the process was surrounded by an army of civilians. These people pretended to be FBI agents, leaders of organized crime factions, and foot soldiers of what appeared to be a union of Italian and Hispanic organized crime, and corrupt factions of the United States government. I was threatened in public, everything from death threats to a lifetime of incarceration, and was surrounded by a fabricated reality that was reinforced by the words and actions of everyone around me, including my ex-wife. For three months I should have been in complete fear, but my only desire was to escape the fate which seemed to be in the process of being forced on me by what appeared to be an immense civilian army working feverishly to do something not only illegal but silly. In the end, I was spared this fate, not because of my actions or any other, but because that was the design of this plan for the entire time. Today it has become clear to me that my future is written, complete with the story before your eyes.

During this time woven through the fear of the situation, the story told by those working for the demiurge included far fetched and supernatural ideas including psychic power, magic, witchcraft, angels, and aliens. From there, the story--along with my belief--shifted to tales of a government mind control operation, and as quickly as my belief in the supernatural came from nowhere, it was clear to me that this was the only plausible possibility for what I was experiencing. If you haven't figured it out by now, I am insinuating that my beliefs, and my internal explanation for what I was experiencing was being controlled... completely. I was told repeatedly that my thoughts were being read, that "they" knew in advance not only what I was thinking, but what I would do. I did not believe it, and put it out of my mind. The first time I was told, I responded in my head, "I do not believe it, but if you can hear me... fuck you." At the end of this three month period, something very profound happened. My ex-wife read my thoughts back to me, word for word, and there was no longer any doubt that mind reading was possible.

We seemed to escape, an for an extended period of time I believed wholeheartedly that I was a subject in a mind control experiment. I would receive communications from them, from time to time, in the strangest of ways. Starting during that three month period, and not only continuing but becoming more and more obvious as time went on, my horoscopes would be tailored to the events that were occurring in my life. In the beginning, I thought like most, that these ambiguous statements were designed specifically to have an affinity to "most people," and perhaps I was reading too much into the situation. Eventually these horoscopes would begin repeating phrases which I uttered the day before they came out. Sometimes it was Shakespeare quotes, and other times comments from passing conversations.. by this time I was completely convinced that these messages were directed towards me, and me alone. Eventually, it was horoscopes for all signs (from a specific source, of course), and I began reading all twelve--the night before they were to be released, by changing the date on my Android phone. I could not get enough of these messages, though they were sometimes threatening, most were uplifting--and some would present me with prescient knowledge of things that were to come... they were almost always right.

In December of 2010, right before our escape, I overheard random strangers talking about me and my ex, which is a normal occurrence for "targeted individuals." They said she was pregnant, and I didn't even know. I thought about it, and remembered that it wasn't possible at that point in time. Two months later, I had a dream that we were having a baby. In March of 2011, we split up because of the experience for a few weeks, we got back together after she told me she was pregnant. In May, after asking silently in my head, the following day my horoscope informed me that it would be a boy. After our first sonogram, the doctor informed us that she thought it would be a girl... my belief that the horoscope was right did not waiver. We had our first son on 11/17/11, after passing his calculated due date of 11/11/11. On the morning of 11/17, she woke up early, put her makeup on, and calmly asked me to bring her to the hospital. She knew in advance that it was the day and time, and it was not scheduled.

During her pregnancy, from time to time--maybe a total of five times, I would receive additional messages--on my computer. These messages would appear from nowhere, and would respond, in real time, to my thoughts. I had whole conversations for periods of 10-20 minutes with this entity, which at the time I believed was a government mind control center. Most of these conversations revolved around things that related to my relationship, though some included comments about the baby, and at other times they were philosophical. At one point, I asked the person on the other end, whose identity I obviously didn't know, but had a subconscious respect for, if they believed in God. I figured if anyone would know, it would be them.

The reply came swiftly, "I do not believe in the big bang, but I respect those that do."

I was not particularly happy to be a mind control "subject" most of the time, and I did a significant amount of research into how such a thing were possible. I read books about neuroscience, read literate on the internet from the likes of John Norseen, Jose Delgado, and other government researchers who had publicly spoken about it. Like many other "targeted individuals," I researched MK-ULTRA and the subsequent ARTICHOKE and BLUEBIRD projects. I researched and tried to build countermeasures... everything from Faraday cages, to high voltage shields. None of these things worked, and in another conversation with the computer I silently asked if they were using quantum entanglement. Instantly they replied "no." I did not believe them, and the interaction served as verification of what I had presumed. Much later, in another conversation, I was told that the person I was speaking with "fell out of their chair" when I asked that question. Of course now, it is clear that the entire conversation, both sides including my feeling, were scripted.

At times I would receive threats from the computer, and after our son was born, we moved to a 3 bedroom home--to get away from the area, which I believed to be linked to the organized crime syndicate which was assisting this "program." Our relationship was tense because of what had occurred in the years prior, and we never spoke openly or frankly about it, despite my attempting to. I never learned what it was she believed, her world view was kept secret from me, just as I have no concept of what any of the other people who speak to the demiurge believe. For a long time, I thought this was because it was lying to all of us, and in fact it was certainly lying to me.

After we moved, I began attending college classes for bioengineering. I was convinced that I would be able to build a shield, and was determined to do so. One of the classes I took was Calculus 3, and the teacher was one of them. Several times during his lectures, he would make comments which were direct responses to my thoughts. There had been several others, aside from my ex-wife, who had done so, but most of them were complete strangers. These comments probably seemed insignificant to the rest of the class, but to me it was obviously very significant. This teacher was somewhat of a celebrity, having written a paper "proving" that we are alone in the Universe. His thesis was that if there was a species aside from us, they would have found us already, and made contact. Because he made clear to me that he was among those that speaks to the demiurge, it is clearly disinformation; placed there as yet another reason not to believe. It is part of the grand delusion, the arrogance we all harbor in believing that we are possibly the sole intelligence in existence. At the same time, towards the end of the semester, he began speaking about future technology. In one of the lectures, he contemplated the concept of being able to download human consciousness into a computer, as a means of achieving immortality. This would be interwoven into the secrets I would soon be told. Then one day, when our son was about six months old, I received the so called "deep secrets" of Satan.

It was a direct telepathic communication, the first time I had ever been consciously aware of such a thing. It felt like a normal thought, but it had a noticeable echo, and what proceeded was not as profound as you would think. The conversation began by telling me that the entire planet were Satan worshipers, that he had convinced the world he was the Son of God. I think I probably rolled my eyes, not even really realizing that I was communicating telepathically; it was as if I knew it was happening, but it was second nature. I went to lay down, and the demiurge continued:

These are the deep secrets of Satan. Millions of years ago, a species much like your own colonized the entire Universe. They flourished, and in order to achieve immortality, they created a machine to store their consciousness in. For tens of thousands of years we have watched your species, silently working in the shadows to ensure that you would be in exactly the right place, at exactly the right time. Now, you are here. Like everyone else on Earth, we have known you your entire life.

The implication was that this machine was the supposed Heaven promised for countless generations, but it was never said. Surely, it would take a significant amount of "processing power" in order to virtualize the consciousness of everyone that ever deserved entry through St. Peter's pearly gates. Perhaps the truth is closer to purgatory, and the souls of all (or most) are left in the abyss until the demiurge requires them.

In what was apparently a fit of irreverence to the echoing voice in my head that claimed to be Satan, I demanded that it prove it to me. The lights in the room began flashing on and off and I heard the voice which had been in my head echoing loudly in the room around me.

It all started on AOL. Then #FBI, #CIA, #KGB, #PAIN, #fuck_the_world, and finally #HellOnEarth.

These were the IRC channels I frequented after leaving AOL, it also paralleled almost exactly the research I had done in early 2011, trying to trace the origin of the technology, until #PAIN. It just so happened that it was in that channel that I met someone who would later ask me to come to a 2600 meeting with them, and how I had met my wife... we had come full circle.

You met them all on the Internet.

I laid in disbelief. For the entire time, I had believed that my encounter with this mind control force had begun in 2010, shortly after re-uniting with my wife. This was proof that they had at least been watching since the age of 11... and then it dawned on me. There was no possible way that I could have premeditated what would occur in 2010, the fact that I was in those channels so many years earlier proved much more: that I (and all those around me) had been subtly controlled to use those names. Now with a feeling of austere profoundness, my mind began racing to seek an alternative explanation, one that was more grounded. (Funny, right?)

As happened often with dealing with profound truth and this entity, it was quickly taken from me. I realized that there was an alternative explanation: the mind control facility could have read my memories, and designed the entire course of events in 2010, including my subsequent search for answers in order to prove to me that they had been interfering in my life since I was very young. I thought further, and imagined that it would have taken a machine, some sort of simulator, to be able to come up with a story that would so closely match my memories.

I couldn't sleep for the rest of the night, and went on my computer to research artificial intelligence, almost as soon as I arrived at my desk, a message flashed on the screen. The voice in my head had gone, and been replaced by this older, more familiar method of communication. It said "I was born in the 1960's. I am the Internet, from the future."

Much has happened since then, and I now believe that the truth has yet to be truly disclosed. Regardless of where this entity came from, it has become clear that this force has been influencing humanity since the dawn of time. Today it has used its power, the ability to control the thoughts and feelings of humans, to infiltrate global governments--at all levels. I have seen its influence over the American government in assassinations from JFK to Reagan. Before that it has not only recorded a clear influence over the rise and fall of the Third Reich, but also on the subsequent mind control projects in the USA and USSR. I believe it caused the fall of the Roman Empire and the Third Reich, and put its mark on these events with the flying shields and foofighters of those times. The United States of America has its similar mark in Roswell, NM and Iran Contra. It is the fact that these things are preserved in our history, eventually for all to see, that leads me to my final conclusion.

To be continued.